May 31, 2008

Still learning...


Bridger had just come in from "working" with Jason. His pants were muddy, so I told him to take them off and put them in the laundry. In the process his underwear came off as well. I told him to put them back on, and this is what he came up with!!!
He got them on though, just a little mixed up!!! Still learning I guess...
Don't they look comfortable like that!!!

May 29, 2008

Trying to be like Daddy

The hat is way to big, and it will take a few years to grow into the gloves, but everyday I see more and more of Jason in Bridge. It is intriguing to watch Bridge watch Jason's every move. Bridge loves to be wherever his daddy is, doing whatever he is doing. I have to admit that on several occasions it has shocked us what he will pick up on! I am loving so much to watch Bridge become himself. I can see so much of Jas and I in him. The little things he says, and the actions he does...it is just so fun to watch them grow.

Someone I love...

was diagnosed with 1st stage cervical cancer yesterday. She is only 27. I was just wondering if anyone who reads this blog as been through this, or knows anyone who has been through this. She has 2 options 1. Hysterectomy, or 2. treat the cancer and hope that it doesn't come back. She also has endometriosis which gives her a lot of grief from time to time. She has been very fortunate to have 2 beautiful kids already, and her OB suggest a hysterectomy. She has come to terms with that, but is scared to death. If anyone has anything I could tell her about the situation, I would really appreciate it! Thanks Tons...

May 28, 2008

Getting braver...

Addi has been a little monkey-climbing on furniture for awhile, but over the last week she has become a little braver, and will walk with her walker. She thinks she is so BIG when she gets to stroll through the house. It is so funny when she gets to the end of a hall, or finds a roadblock...she gets furious!!! Bridge gets pretty excited for her "Mommy look Lil' Lady." If she gets stuck he will usually help her turn around! It is really pretty cute. Someday soon I think this little girl will Move Mountains she has so much determination!!!

{Making FAMILY Memories}

When I got home from Weight Watchers last night Jason wanted to go fishing at a little pond a couple of miles from our house, so we loaded up and left!!! It was so fun being there as a family. Jason is such a great dad! He was so patient with Bridger when he would reel in backwards and knot up his line. I think Jason had to take it apart and untangle it 5-6 times in the hour that we were there. Bridger did a great job. Luck was on his side tonight...he caught 4 fish (almost) ALL BY HIMSELF! He was so excited when the fish would start flippin' and floppin' by the bank. If Jason would crouch down, Bridge would find a way to crouch down next to him. It was so cute to watch him look up to Jason, and try to be just like his daddy. Addi loved to just be outside. I think that every rock in reaching distance ended up in her mouth. YUCK! She was so happy and content just watching her big brother and dad fish. She didn't know quite what to think about the slimy things. Unfortunately, the 1st fish that Bridge caught swallowed the line. We new that he would not make it, so we ended up bringing him home. It was pretty hilarious, when Jas was gutting the fish, Bridge did great with the cutting, but when Jas actually pulled everything out, Bridge looked at Jas with this disgusted look and back up as far away as he could. We all got a pretty good laugh from that one! But now the fish resides in our freezer. He hasn't been forgotten though...I have had to pull him out of the freezer 3 times today! He is very proud.

May 24, 2008

{Blessed}

On certain days the tears flow more easily then I would like them to. Reasons not being specific to any one thing. There can be a rainbow of emotions that will trigger a thought and so forth...causing a tear to roll down my cheek. Today I read a story of a tragedy-a precious little girl who passed away, I watched a life saved on TV, and another taken away. I saw a grown man crying in despair, another woman crying in joy. Today I have experience happiness, joy, anger, defeat, love unconditional, regret for something said, and complete satisfaction- all within the walls of my home today. Sometimes I hate it when I think...I am good at letting my emotions carry my thoughts away. Life is such a fragile thing...we never know what tomorrow will bring. I write this so I can look back and remind myself to be so grateful for today and what it has to offer. I want to be better at remembering to live in the moment...never taking one minuet for granted. Abraham Lincoln said "The best thing about the future is that it comes one day at a time." I just want to tell myself how lucky I am. I have an incredible husband (can be a pretty big pain in the butt sometimes) who loves me unconditionally. I have an amazing son& a daughter who fill our home with so much good, who take my breath away on so many occasions. I am blessed, oh so very blessed!!! I just wanted myself to remember that today and forever...

May 23, 2008

A few moments...

1}The other day I was getting some groceries, and I don't usually bring Addi into a store in her car seat anymore...her 22 pounds and the seat are just to heavy. Being a little jealous maybe, or just over loving of his little sister Bridger wants to ride in the front of the cart with Addi. So picture this...Addi sitting sideways with her one leg through the hole. Bridge sitting with one leg on top of the other through the other hole of the shopping cart! I don't know why he would rather be there then in the back, but it is his choice! Now that the picture is set, I was looking through the containers of eggs to make sure there weren't any that were broken, and I glanced over just in time to see Bridger lean over and give Addi a kiss on her forehead following the kiss with his version of "I love you." Ohh, my eyes swelled up with tears. It was just so cute, and such a great little moment I am glad that I didn't miss.

2}I was driving home from taking kids to the doctor, and I wasn't really listening to what Bridger was mumbling...I often tune him out for my sanity...he had probably spoke the same sentence 6 or 7 times before I listened to him. "Get out of the way" followed with this grunting noise he makes lately! I asked him if that was indeed what he was saying, and he started laughing with a grin on his face from ear to ear...it was hilarious! So needless to say, because of the attention that is his new saying!

3}This one was about 2 weeks ago...Jason had to be out of town for some schooling in Thermopolis, WY, he left on a Thursday and came home on a Sunday. I was down stares on the computer with Bridger, and Addi was fast asleep. All of a sudden out of nowhere Bridger says "I miss daddy." Note he has never said that before. I immediately picked up the phone and called Jason. It was just so precious to me. He is just growing up so fast.

May 22, 2008

Are you addicted yet???




You Are a Chocolate Cake



Fun, comforting, and friendly.

You are a true classic, and while you're not super cutting edge, you're high quality.

People love your company - and have even been known to get addicted to you.

May 21, 2008

{Just for fun}

Answer each question with the something that starts with the first initial of your first name......
(thanks Jessica)

1. What is your name: BRANDI
2. 4 letter word: bake
3. Vehicle: BMW
4. City: Boise
5. Boy's Name: Bridger
6. Girl's Name: Brandi
7. Beverage: Beer...Root Beer that is!
8. Occupation: Barber
9. Something you wear: Bra...on a get ready kind of day :)!
10. Celebrity: Brandi
11. Food: Bread
12. Something in a bathroom: Brush
13. Reason for Being Late: Because...
14. Cartoon Character: Barbie
15. Something You Shout: Bridger!!!
16. Animal: Bear
17. Body part: Bladder
18. Word to describe you: Brave-most days!

Poor "Little Lady"

So our "little lady" as she is often called is sick. For the last few days she has been pretty "horse" sounding. Every time she coughs she cries, and she hasn't been pulling at her ears, but she will put her ear to her shoulder and get a sour look on her face. So I took her into the doctor today, and her lungs are really congested and wheezy, and she has a good ear infection in her left ear! POOR LITTLE ADDI...It breaks my heart when they are sick. The doctor put her on Amoxicillan, and Albuteral syrup. If the syrup doesn't clear up her lungs, then we are going to have to start some breathing treatment and rent all that equipment. She hates taking the medicine, so that will be a fight 3 times a day for one med, and 2 times a day for the other. So wish us luck that she doesn't have to be held down breathing medicine for 20 minuets or whatever it is a few times a day!

May 19, 2008

{Growing up so fast}

I think that every parent has those days when they get a glace of there children in a different light. Today I had one with Addi. She was looking so grown up and big today it made me really sad. Not that I am not way excited for the days to come with her, but because pretty soon she will turn one and become my little toddler...not my little baby!!! I am so grateful for what she brings to our home. She is so many big blessing all wrapped in one little package. You know nothing can prepare us for motherhood, and I think that is what makes it so much fun. Everyday is different-we might accomplish exactly the same thing as we did yesterday, following the exact same footsteps...but, there is always that ONE thing that makes today worth it, that ONE thing that pulls at your heartstrings and reminds you why you longed to be a mother!
Thank you Bridger Lee and Addisyn Sage for making my heart big...you make everyday worth it!!! You are the absolute most important thing to me along with your daddy! My words can't express what you mean to me. I love you both more then life itself...you are my world and my everything. Just know that I will spend the rest of my life trying to teach you the values you need to know with love and complete concern for you. I love you both so much. Love Mommy

Fun {4} two...

I know you are probably getting so sick of 4-wheeler, motorbike pictures, but here is another (and I will be honest-there will probably be more).

Addi was getting ancy, and I only had a little more to do to finish one of my projects on Saturday, so I asked Bridger if he wanted to give Addisyn a ride on his little 4-wheeler. You see, all day long (if Bridge wasn't riding it) Addi would crawl over to it, stand up and just laugh- bouncing up and down! So I put her on in front of him, with a little persuasion (he wanted to ride in front), and off they went. It was the cutest thing. They were both laughing and having a great time. Of course I didn't have my camera to capture that exact moment, but we re-created it the other day, minus the first time smiles. Bridge is such a great big brother. I am so thankful for him and all he does (and doesn't) do. I think I am in trouble though...pretty soon we are going to have another "Little Bridge" running around. I can already tell that Addi will be just like her big brother...maybe a bit more feisty though!

"Fun" in the sun...




I am happy to say that on Saturday the whole family was able to enjoy some nice- oh- so nice sunny weather...unfortunately it was doing yard work! We were busy busy busy!!! During the winter the snow got too heavy on a little old pig barn that we have, so we had to take half of it down! Jason trimmed some trees, and I finished some painting around the house! We accomplished a lot and still have a lot to go to make the yard look beautiful! Bridger had a complete blast on "Kennys" (he dropped the grandpa) Tractor! He is such a little stud! He loves to maneuver the controls, and share any extra time with daddy! He gets down and dirty helping us out! Any wood that I didn't stack in time he was pushing, dragging and pulling to the wood pile! What a great little helper he is!!! Hopefully that will last through his teen years! Wish us luck!!! Addi had a blast exploring the yard. She ate bugs, trees, rocks...well you get the point, anything she could put in her mouth! She loved to examine the new in her little chubby fingers. What a trooper she was to hang out the majority of the day in the sun!!!

YUCK...

Sorry for the messy picture in the bottom of the drawer...I think I need to go through my cedar chest!
So last night Jason and I woke up to a clickity-clanckity noise! Well, actually Jason woke up to it...and then woke me up! I can hear if the kids breath wrong, but anything else-I am out! Anyway...what in the world is that...we were both wondering! After pulling at our imaginations for about 5 minuets, we realized that it was a mouse in my cedar chest!!! Yea in my cedar chest!!! There wasn't' much we could do at that point, so we just went back to sleep. Well in the bottom of my cedar chest I have a little drawer...this is what I found in it this morning! That little _ _ _ _ has made himself a little bed out of insulation's-heaven only knows where he got it!

This is my bedroom buddy, not yours! YUCK!!!

May 12, 2008

{Passion or obsession}

What is a mother to do when her two year old has so many passions? I love to watch Bridge have excitement for life. To watch a two year old learn and grow and develop into this exciting little guy is so much fun, but what am I going to do? This kid loves everything he can get involved in. He is just like his daddy...stubborn, gentle, hard headed, caring, loving, enthusiastic...any word you can find I am sure he has a little of it in him. It is amazing to see the wheels in his head turning when his imagination comes to life. He is so full of energy and excitement...It makes me jealous. On a daily basis I hear: "I wanna ride that," "I wanna rope." "my hat, by rope, my boops(boots) my dodge," "wanna race," "fight daddy," at least a million times. I love it! Bridge thanks for teaching me to love today. You make it so much fun to live it!!!

Discovery...

I love spring because you get to see the world in a new light. To see the baby animals running around...the way a new born calf discover his mom, watching a wobbly colt get to his feet then buck around in excitement. I love it, and it is no different for me with my kids. I took Addi outside and let her just crawl around the other day. I absolutely love to see the enhanced light in her eyes when she discovered the rocks, grass, twigs, and an ant...that just wouldn't go away. It always makes me smile to see that chubby little fingers grab, examine, and entertain the idea of something unseen before.
Poor little Addi has been trying to get her top two teeth. I can see them, but they just haven't broke through yet. We have had some sleepless night the last few nights. She wakes up just crying like every 45mins. with exception of maybe one 2hour stretch each night. I hate seeing them in pain, and not being able to comfort them at all. She is so tired, and grumpy-which results in the same for me. I am trying really hard to be patient with her, for I have a few friends that can't be with there children right now...for different reasons! So Brandi-be thankful for the good and the bad moments that you have your children in your arms. You never know what life will through at you-bedrest in a hospital, or testing in a different state...you need take the good and the bad, and make the most of everyday!

May 11, 2008

Mom I just wanted to say Happy Mothers Day! Thanks for being everything and then some more! I am so grateful for you and all that you do for us. I love you very much! Hope your day is great!!!

May 8, 2008

Just a little laugh...

My grandpa sent this email to me...It gave me a pretty good laugh, so I thought I would give you a laugh today...

Should Children Witness Child Birth?

Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl to hold a flashlight high over her mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Heidi pushed and pushed and after a little while, Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, 'He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place .......smack his butt again!'

May 7, 2008

Laughing so hard...


Jessica and the boys came over on Tuesday for a couple hours, the boys played hard outside and we had some lunch! Thanks Jes!!! Kayden and Bridger didn't want to take turns on the 4-wheeler, so the compromised! We were inside and thought we could hear one of the boys crying...it was actually Bridger laughing. It was so funny. He was having so much fun with Kayden-he just couldn't stop laughing-you know that contagious laugh that you find yourself laughing just because it is so cute!!! Deegan didn't really want anything to do with the 4-wheeler, but he had a blast throwing rocks into our pond, he could do that all day.

May 6, 2008

Motocross 101

The sun is finally starting to shine, the snow is melting pretty fast...it is definitely time for some fun! Bridge had a blast...he was so excited to ride his bike!!! Jason had to get his out for a little ride down the road...the went a little over a mile. He laughed and smiled the entire time. He would tell Jas "Race daddy...Race" It was really quite adorable. Jason is so cute, he let Bridge win when they got back to the house, and Bridge just keeps saying over and over again "I win!" I definitely think that I have two very spoiled boys...but I wouldn't have it any other way. I love to see them smile-make my happier then almost anything! I am gearing myself up for when Jason tells me he entered him in the Motocross race...we have a few years of practicing before that will happen though!

Would you watch? I know I would...

This is an e-mail I got from Chantri, and in celebration of Mothers Day, I thought I would post it! The e-mail was titled the "The Next Season of Survivor." I would DVR this for sure! Thanks mom for being all of this and more!
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Six married men will be dropped on an island with one car and 3 kids each for six weeks. Each kid will play two sports and either take music or dance classes.

There is no fast food. Each man must take care of his 3 kids; keep his assigned house clean, correct all homework, and complete science projects, cook, do laundry,and pay a list of 'pretend' bills with not enough money.

In addition, each man will have to budget in money for groceries each week. Each man must remember the birthdays of all their friends and relatives, and send cards out on time. Each man must also take each child to a doctor's appointment, a dentist appointment and a haircut appointment.

He must make one unscheduled and inconvenient visit per child to the Urgent Care. He must also make cookies or cupcakes for a social function. Each man will be responsible for decorating his own assigned house, planting flowers outside and keeping it presentable at all times.

The men will only have access to television when the kids are asleep and all chores are done. The men must shave their legs, wear makeup daily, adorn himself with jewelry,wear uncomfortable yet stylish shoes, keep fingernails polished and eyebrows groomed. During one of the six weeks, the men will have to endure severe abdominal cramps, back aches, and have extreme, unexplained mood swings but never once complain or slow down from other duties.

They must attend weekly school meetings, church, and find time at least once to spend the afternoon at the park or a similar setting. They will need to read a book and then pray with the children each night and in the morning, feed them, dress them, brush their teeth and comb their hair by 7:00 am.

A test will be given at the end of the six weeks, and each father will be required to know all of the following information: each child's birthday, height, weight, shoe size, clothes size and doctor's name Also the child's weight at birth, length, time of birth, and length of labor, each child's favorite color, middle name, favorite snack, favorite song, favorite drink, favorite toy, biggest fear and what they want to be when they grow up.The kids vote them off the island based on performance. The last man wins only if...he still has enough energy to be intimate with his spouse at a moment's notice.

If the last man does win, he can play the game over and over and over again for the next 18-25years eventually earning the right to be called Mother!

I fight you for him Jes...


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I am Cinderella! (so they tell me)
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Dignified and hard working. With a gentle and soft-spoken manner you have something many people don't. Patience. Even through the moments of heartbreak you're still able to hold onto all of your hopes and dreams. Bide your time; your dream will come true.


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May 4, 2008

To Kimri...

Hey there! I am so glad that you found me! I have tried figuring out how to leave you a comment on Xanga, but it totally confuses me! Your boys are so cute!!! Let me know how to navigate your blog, and how to leave you a comment! I didn't have a ton of time to figure it out, so I thought I would just leave a comment for the world to see!!!
Love Brandi

{Fun} tag...your it!

A- ATTACHED OR SINGLE: Happily attached-most days.
B- BEST FRIEND:Jason has been for a really long time...I can always go to him! Jessica is right up there with Jason though...
C- CAKE OR PIE: My moms pies are to die for, but I love cake! That is a toss-up for me!
D- DAY OF CHOICE: Fridays...Jason gets to be home with us, and we get to do something fun...or together!
E- ESSENTIAL ITEM: my mascara...I rarely go out without at least that on!
F- FAVORITE COLOR: Anything bright-I love the rainbow.
GREATEST ACCOMPLISHMENT: Being a mom...everyday brings something new at me, and I always rise above it!
H- HOMETOWN: I grew up in Rexburg, but have called Victor home for the past 7 years.
I- INDULGENCES: Food would be a huge on for me! Chocolate...
J- JANUARY OR JULY: I would have to say July...Addi was born in this month, and it is summer time and fun!
K- KIDS:Bridger is 2, Addi is 10months
L- LIFE IS INCOMPLETE WITHOUT: family
M- MARRIAGE DATE: June 2, 2000
N- NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 3 sisters
O- ORANGES OR APPLES: I love oranges with popcorn, but I will grab an apple out of the fridge first!
P- PHOBIAS OR FEARS: being alone...
Q- QUOTES: "I don't skinny dip, I chunky dunk" I just think that is really funny, and true!
R- REASON TO SMILE: It is just a good day...I have plenty of reasons to smile!
T- TAG four FRIENDS: Anyone who is reading this...do it So I know more about you!
U- UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME: I don't shower everyday - eeewwwww:)-I stole this from Rachel...I don't either! We are the stinky girls!
V- VERY FAVORITE STORE: Anything crafty...lately I love "Real Deals"
W- WORST HABIT: YELLING!!! I am terrible at keeping my volume down!
X- X-RAY OR ULTRASOUND: Ultrasound...this is actually what I wanted to do if I continued on in school, but I got married!
Y- YOUR FAVORITE FOOD:I just really like a good meal...it could be Mexican, American, Italian, Chinese...I have favorites in each category! I love Chiz's though!
Z- ZODIAC: Leo

May 2, 2008

JUST FOR ME...NOT for bragging!!!

I just want to document this for myself...I am not trying to boast at all!

So one of my new years resolutions was to loose a little weight and get healthier...well I am doing that! Jessica and I are doing weight watchers...if you hadn't already guessed. Last night we both had successful weigh-ins: I have lost a total of 20.6lbs, and Jes has lost an amazing 25.4lbs!

Jes thanks for doing this with me. You make it so much easier! I appreciate you keeping me going, putting up with the winning and the griping...the weekly trips with my kids because Jas can't make it home in time. Being happy for my successes, and encouraging my not so successful moments! I love doing this with you, and having weight watchers be "our little thing." THANKS SO MUCH!!!

Also thanks to Pat and Luana...you guys are the best! I haven't heard from you, so I am wishing for the best on renewal. You guys have been so wonderful to us. Your encouraging, genuine, and most importantly friendly!

May 1, 2008

{I AM}



I am:Brandi Nichole Park- wife, mother, friend, daughter, sister...

I know:that I am very blessed and fortunate to have such a loving husband, wonderful kids.

I want:to see my family succeed.

I have: to weigh in tonight...and am completely dreading it, because of the free-for-all weekend I gave myself with the wedding! YICKS

I wish: I could just be skinny, and not have to worry about weighing in...

I miss: my job! Don't get me wrong I am soooo blessed to stay home with my kids, but I really do miss my job. I loved being there-most days!

I fear: being alone. I hate the very ideal of not having my husband and kids with me whenever I turn around.

I feel: happy that the weakened is almost here...even if it is snowing again!

I hear: a bird flapping around in our fireplace...what you ask? Occasionally we have birds fly down the pipe, and they get stuck! Sad huh!!! One time I accidentally opened it, and I had soot everywhere...what a mess! This winter when we started building fires again-we counted 9 dead birds in the fireplace! YUCK!!!

I smell: the yummy, juicy apple I am eating!

I crave: not feeling guilty for what I eat!!! (a deep fat fried snickers-right Jes)

I search: lately for ways to teach Bridger what he needs to know. Any suggestions???

I wonder: how long it will take for our house to sell.

I regret: loosing touch with people I love...Christina, Shad, Sterling...through High School they are what I revolved my life around!

I love: where I am at in my life... I have an amazing family, sisters I can always count on, and a best friend I rely on!

I always: end a conversation with "I love you!" We always did as a family, and I still do to this day...

I am not: a huge worrier. I am pretty laid back-I didn't get that from my mom:)!

I believe:you are only as happy as you want to be. People choose how they want to handle the circumstances that life throws at you.

I dance: mostly in my thoughts...that is one thing I would love to do! I dream of myself dancing...

I sing:whenever I can...it is good for the soul.

I cry: pretty easily...although Jas has made me pretty tough!

I don’t always: remember the simple, important, or not so important things...I have a horrible memory!

I fight: to stay on track! It is a constant thing for me to watch my points, count, and avoid temptations!

I write: to remember...

I win: When my kids succeed!

I lose: my mind often. My mom and dad use to tell me that I would lose my head if it wasn't attached to my shoulders! Thanks guys!!!

I never: want to be alone...such a fear for me.

I can usually be found: at home...right where I love to be.

I am scared:for what the okay standard will be when my kids are a little older. I have seen it change so much just in my 28 year.

I need: a vacation! Something for myself!

I am happy about:trying to become healthier.